US workweek
Did you know that the majority of states on this world follow a 6 day workweek? Daily working hours are lessened. When many of us hear that, we are shocked by the difference in schedule. As a culture, we are so isolated. Is it a side-effect; this feeling of isolation from the rest of your environment? Perhaps the american society produces members reeking of self-pity and loathing because of the very individualism it preaches.

christian death
Just found a new band-christian death-goth, sounds nice and evil; like a microwaved ball of tinfoil..
Thinking about square footage of condos stretching
as far horizontally & vertically as physics will
allow. Egg cartons-and inside those self contained
pouches; unborn embryos. If we are injected with
chemicals and stimuli which do not allow us to grow,
we're being set up to fry on a multi-use Denny's
grill.
As a species, we have always sought these environments; these rooms to survive in. In my book, this can mean only one thing: our species will fail. We cannot survive independently from our environment.
It boggles the mind; all these yolks breathing and
breeding and thinking what it would feel like to
peck at the sides of their shells. Sometimes I think
the lucky ones are already dead.

grannie's house
Life's such a bitch sometimes-
like when you're heading off to grandma's house, but
aliens have taken over so they zap you.
Today has been one of those. I am only partially aware of how little progress has been made. Another world of thought; like heavon for xristians.
We're meant to survive; as humans. This is nothing like survival; this attempt of life meaning.

12/2/03
Coffee days.
Evermore like a movie; like some out of touch reality. Insomniatic state I suppose..
Do you remember the FightClub scene where Norton is portraying the average office worker's day: zerox, starbucks, ect. Any input is hushed and filtered, never seeming to really make an inpact. Someone was telling me today how lucky we all are. I don't know what to think. So many of us are pitted against our own futures. Perhaps I am begining to believe that faith is the only true happiness. To believe blindly in anything is the core of all human "truth". Am I merely duped, though? Behavioristic theory would say happiness cannot be mine due only to my environment's impact.